This is really tooooooooooooooooooooooooo scary~!!!!!! i dunno how to use words to describe the fear in me right now.....i'm speechless.....maybe this is a bit exaggerating but i really wanna share this experience with u ppl (mainly for girls), so that u can be more careful and won't bump into what i've experienced just now~
maybe hk is not a safe place to live in afterall~~ arhhhhhh~ scary~~~
ok, here's the story~ so after the funs and laugthers in cwb, i took the mtr to mk for the minibus back home...it was around...12:30am when i got off the mtr and as i was walking towards the exit, a man (around 20 sth years old) approached me and asked me to give him some money for him to take the mtr to tung chung~ at that moment i really was thinking of getting ten to twenty dollars out but before i did that, he kept on talking....he's saying things like "i've been asking since afternoon but no one would give me" and "i'll have to rush for the last train so plz help me" and so on..... i mean, these sound sort of logical (at that moment, to me, and of course later i'll think why he didn't phone someone he knows to help him)~ but together with his facial expression and his tone of voice, i was a bit taken aback and decided i should say no instead~ thinking that he'll ask someone else coz there're quite some people around~
n then he started to follow me~ and kept on talking to me (and what he said become more and more illogical with more and more anger)~ i couldn't really listen to what he's saying but it went sth like why you wouldn't help me or sth like that~ and by now, my sympathetic drive's turned on and my heart's beating faster and faster... i tried to walk faster and he followed, i tried to slow down and let him walk in front of me and then he always looked back to see if i was walking that way~ so i had no choice~ i couldn't do anything~ sooooooo helpless~~~~!! so i just continued to walk to my minibus stop and there were fewer and fewer people around coz i'm walking into those smaller streets~ and then one time, i tried to hide myself from his sight by a minibus (he was in front) but then he walked back and saw me and he said sth like "ok, so you're trying to waste my time, .......................~ (i couldn't hear)" ~ then i ran to the minibus stop and a pair of teenage boy and girl asked me i knew that man, i said no, and they offered to walk with me~ then of course, the man followed us onto the minibus~
and i almost wanted to cry out~ he kept looking at me and see if i was getting off the minibus~ then i called my cousin, who lives in the same building as i do, to come down to the minibus stop to pick me up~ and then i kept on praying but words just didn't come out and i didn't know what to say~ i just cried for help~ and then there i saw a bunch of policemen standing there with a road block a few buildings past where i'm living~ this is the first time that i feel so glad and secure to see policemen around~ coz homantin + midnight = dark + no people around ~ this man seemed nervous and asked the driver if he knew why the police was setting this road block~ and then i suddenly remembered that i heard from the news this morning that a man was killed (murdered) in homantin earlier this morning~ my heart shivered~ ok, he doesn't look like a murderer but i juz don't get it~ why would he follow me all the way back to homantin~?! and you juz can't predict what a mentally ill or psychologically unstable person would do, right?
then i got home safely - when the man saw my cousin, he stared at both of us for som time and then finally left us~ but the palpitations and the suffocating fear juz won't leave me~ i closed all the curtains, in the fear that he would know which flat i'm living in~ and all the horrible imaginations kept floating in my mind~ worse than what you do after watching a horrible film~
and i'm now considering if i should get something that can protect myself~ maybe sth to put in my bag~ or maybe learn judo from julie~
the lesson learnt is~ it is really quite unsafe to walk on the street in the middle of the night~ u juz dunno what kind of people u'll run into~ so girlz~ be extra careful and alert~ (maybe it's only me who's not alert enough)
this is such a breath-taking experience~ maybe i need some psycho. counselling~* | 
